| .0.5.1. [voice post] |
[May. 9th, 2008|11:28 am] |
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[ a click of the recorder turning on--she has her eyes closed and she's moving about. she thought she hit something in her room, but she actually hit the record button on the terminal. oh, and she's singing again. ]
--when there were days
I could barely make it out the door
So much doubt
Changed my mind, changed my ways
Wasn't gonna do this anymore
I turned around
And I fly
I reach out my hands and touch the sky
That's right in front of--
[ she abruptly cuts off--she must've just opened her eyes and realized where she was. a soft sigh is heard. ]
Hm… I’m not sure if this is a good thing or not.
[ a pause, then a soft giggle. ]
Hah, what am I talking about? It’s both. Looks like I finally get the chance to say what I couldn't say before I left.
[ a click. she ended the voice post and moved to typing. ]
I wonder though, how long have I been gone? It’s been around three years for me. I’ve matured, physically and mentally. I’ve realized the mistakes that I made when I was here, and I’ve learned from them. As a matter of fact, not only have I learned from them, but also I plan to do some damage control if there’s any that still needs to be done.
So Val, dear… if you’re still around, you’re the first one I need to talk to. I know you were upset with me about what happened, but I believe that now I’m in the right state of mind to explain myself without making excuses or blaming others.
Hm. Alright. Now, I think I have some sincere apologies to make and friendships to rekindle. I’d like to do these all personally, though. It’s more sincere that way, after all. If anyone wants to talk, I think I’ll be by the fountain. I have some fears I need to overcome while I’m here again, and that’s the best place for me to start.
Riku, that means you. Maybe you ended up like me and came back because I know I saw you in Radiant Garden. I may have been desperate, but I wasn't hallucinating.
Sora, we still need to talk. Privately, if you don’t mind. We still have things to finish discussing.
Oh, and before I forget~ Warren, Leon, Max~? Don’t worry; I kept up my training while I was away. Tidus and Wakka were a bit surprised when I came back and asked to spar with them, I’ll admit. But I definitely kept to the schedule I had here, up until blitzball season rolled around~
Though... there's something going on, isn't there? Rinoa... I hope she's okay.
[ooc; rofl, long post is long.
and so Kairi returns. If you haven't read the reports, then have at it. It explains mostly what she was doing while she was gone. If you don't want to, she pretty much went back to the islands, spent the first few weeks wallowing in self-pity, then caught up on and finished high school, spent her free time sparring with the boys, found her way to Radiant Garden because of her curiosity and researched the hell out of Ansem the Wise's leftover junk, then a few weeks before she ended back up here, she was back at the islands. and all strikes are hackable, kthnx.] |
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