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.0.5.3. [May. 10th, 2008|04:20 pm]
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... If anyone needs me, I won't be at the fountain today. Don't look for me, because I'm looking for some others. It's too dangerous for someone else to come with me.

I'll be fine hopefully. I promise. ♥

[ooc; rofl, and there she goes to the school to look for Rox and Lai. Yeah, she tried so hard to tell herself she didn't need to go, buuut... dup!Xem won that battle. any comments on journals that were posted before this was, still count as being done before she left. jsyk.]
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.0.5.2. [May. 9th, 2008|09:15 pm]
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... Was I really only gone for a few days? Surely not this much could've happened in that short amount of time, right? At least the sky color is an improvement. Red is better than black, even if it is like blood.

I'm sure someone wouldn't mind explaining why it's all of the sudden 'the end of the world', right? I'd like to know, that's to say if we all really were dying, why I'm dying before I do.
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.0.5.1. [voice post] [May. 9th, 2008|11:28 am]
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[ a click of the recorder turning on--she has her eyes closed and she's moving about. she thought she hit something in her room, but she actually hit the record button on the terminal. oh, and she's singing again. ]

--when there were days
I could barely make it out the door
So much doubt
Changed my mind, changed my ways
Wasn't gonna do this anymore
I turned around

And I fly
I reach out my hands and touch the sky
That's right in front of--

[ she abruptly cuts off--she must've just opened her eyes and realized where she was. a soft sigh is heard. ]

Hm… I’m not sure if this is a good thing or not.

[ a pause, then a soft giggle. ]

Hah, what am I talking about? It’s both. Looks like I finally get the chance to say what I couldn't say before I left.

[ a click. she ended the voice post and moved to typing. ]

I wonder though, how long have I been gone? It’s been around three years for me. I’ve matured, physically and mentally. I’ve realized the mistakes that I made when I was here, and I’ve learned from them. As a matter of fact, not only have I learned from them, but also I plan to do some damage control if there’s any that still needs to be done.

So Val, dear… if you’re still around, you’re the first one I need to talk to. I know you were upset with me about what happened, but I believe that now I’m in the right state of mind to explain myself without making excuses or blaming others.

Hm. Alright. Now, I think I have some sincere apologies to make and friendships to rekindle. I’d like to do these all personally, though. It’s more sincere that way, after all. If anyone wants to talk, I think I’ll be by the fountain. I have some fears I need to overcome while I’m here again, and that’s the best place for me to start.

Riku, that means you. Maybe you ended up like me and came back because I know I saw you in Radiant Garden. I may have been desperate, but I wasn't hallucinating.

Sora, we still need to talk. Privately, if you don’t mind. We still have things to finish discussing.

Oh, and before I forget~ Warren, Leon, Max~? Don’t worry; I kept up my training while I was away. Tidus and Wakka were a bit surprised when I came back and asked to spar with them, I’ll admit. But I definitely kept to the schedule I had here, up until blitzball season rolled around~ 

Though... there's something going on, isn't there? Rinoa... I hope she's okay.

[ooc; rofl, long post is long.

and so Kairi returns. If you haven't read the reports, then have at it. It explains mostly what she was doing while she was gone. If you don't want to, she pretty much went back to the islands, spent the first few weeks wallowing in self-pity, then caught up on and finished high school, spent her free time sparring with the boys, found her way to Radiant Garden because of her curiosity and researched the hell out of Ansem the Wise's leftover junk, then a few weeks before she ended back up here, she was back at the islands. and all strikes are hackable, kthnx.]
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ooc; purg bio (post-return, 'cause it's the easiest so far) [May. 7th, 2008|09:53 pm]
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ooc; the Kairi reports + in-depth topics [May. 6th, 2008|09:18 pm]
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.0.5.0. [May. 4th, 2008|09:57 pm]
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Well. I... didn't see this coming, but... it's for the best, I guess.

Xaldin, Val, someone. I hope you don't mind taking care of Ryota. He... he might be a little upset, I think, once he realizes that... but he'll learn to live with it. He's going to have to, anyway.

Good luck to everyone. Rinoa, Saix and Misa especially. And of course Riku, but... I hope everything turns out alri

[ooc; yes, perfect way to celebrate her 50th entry, eh? see here for explanation. and no, she didn't get to finish typing because damnit, she started crying and just said 'vilg ed ymm' but not really. and she had to go, duh.]
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.0.4.9. - whole post filtered from dupli!Xemnas [May. 3rd, 2008|11:31 pm]
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Looks like I'm under house arrest, and I'm not even in my own home. ... Xaldin, can I at least go home and get Ryota? He'll be missing me if I'm gone for too long. And I need him. Emotional support and all that.

... I tried. I tried so hard but it still didn't work. Maybe I'm not as emotionally strong as I used to be.

I'm apologizing to everyone I might have hurt. Riku, Lai, Xemnas even though he can't even see this now, Val, Sora... and anyone else involved. I really am sorry about it all.

Saix... you're doing okay now, right?

Rinoa? Misa? Euphie? ... I think I need a girl's night out sometime.
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.0.4.8. [Voice Post] [May. 3rd, 2008|11:07 am]
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[the recorder clicks on and there's a bit of soft breathing before a deep breath is heard and a melodic voice starts singing a slow-tempo song.]

Hito koto de konna ni mo kizutsuku kimi wa
Kodoku wo oshiete kureru

Mamorenai toki keep on trying, baby
Yakusoku doori janai kedo trust me
Muri wa shinai shugi demo
Kimi to nara shite mite mo ii yo

I wanna be with you now
Futari de distance mitsumete
Ima nara maniau kara
We can start over
Kotoba de tsutaetai

I wanna be with you now
Sono uchi ni distance mou
Dakishimerareru you ni nareru yo
We should stay together
Yappari I need to be with you

[a soft sigh, then the recorder clicks off.]

[ooc; yes, Kairi sings. she usually doesn't tell people that, though, so anyone who listened to this should feel pretty damn lucky. also, the song she's singing is the last half of Final Distance by Utada Hikaru. Song is here. 2:45 is about when that half of the song starts. I think it's obvious who the song is meant for.]
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.0.4.7. [May. 2nd, 2008|03:42 pm]
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Hey guys. I'm back. I'm sorry if I worried anyone again. Everything's fine now~

By the way, Val. I'm sorry I didn't take Charade with me. Everything was alright, though. Ryota found me even though I told him to stay home.

[ooc; to anyone who's not sure if their character can view those privates, check out the list here to find out.]
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.0.4.6. [Apr. 29th, 2008|08:29 pm]
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Private to self//Hard to hack//Unhackable by any silver-haired guys she happens to know. You all know who you are.Collapse )

Val, I might not be at work for a while. Sorry, I'll make it up to you.

Same for you, Warren.
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